WW – Self Perception


Even though I have astonishingly lost 80 lbs, I still don’t have the perception that I am ‘thin’. I look at my thighs, which I hate. I look at my tummy that isn’t completely flat. I look at my love handles, that might be smaller, but are still there. We tend to look at the negative. It isn’t until you are seen by the eyes of someone else, that you can appreciate how you look. And not a family member who constantly tells you how well you are doing – but by a stranger who doesn’t know you.

I went to Banana Republic’s Marimekko Preview Party on Wednesday. Clothes were flying off the racks and it was hard to find the size you needed. I was in line in the change room and as people were rejecting clothing, we were all scrambling to get our size. I told the attendant that I was looking for a 10. She said, “You don’t need a 10, an 8 should fit you”. I said I would try it, but being pear shaped, my hips sometimes interfere with the smaller sizes. I tried on that size 8 dress and it fit perfectly.

I then needed a t-shirt to go with a skirt. Another attendant came back with a small. A SMALL!!!! No, I need a medium, but I will try it anyway. I was shocked to find out the small was actually the perfect fit.

I left Banana Republic with some new clothing and a new appreciation for my self perception. These woman didn’t look at me and say, “She has big hips”, or “look at her thighs”. They looked at me and knew exactly the sizes I fit. So, I am going to not worry about my love handles and wear the clothing I want to wear without trying to mask them under looser shirts or cardigans. We all see the worse in ourselves, but it is time to start looking at our positives!

This week I stayed the same at the scales.

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  1. Nurse Ratchet
    Posted May 23, 2014 at 3:13 pm | Permalink

    You should be so proud of yourself!!!

  2. Gela
    Posted May 23, 2014 at 6:29 pm | Permalink

    Yay Christine !!!!

  3. Posted May 23, 2014 at 7:48 pm | Permalink

    Way to go girl! So true.

  4. Wendy Goundrey
    Posted May 24, 2014 at 9:40 am | Permalink

    I am very familiar with your mind set and it is always a boost to get positive remarks from people we haven’t seen for a long time or complete strangers. I am very proud of you.

  5. Nina Whissell
    Posted May 24, 2014 at 11:38 am | Permalink

    Is that the outfit you got? It looks GREAT!

    • Christine
      Posted May 25, 2014 at 4:04 pm | Permalink

      I bought the skirt and I am having the waistband taken in and I bought a different t-shirt. Plus I got the shirt and dress in the background.

  6. KnitterPam
    Posted May 27, 2014 at 9:58 am | Permalink

    What a great story! And I agree wholeheartedly! I teach knitting to people and have to remind them all the time that no one knows the bits and pieces of the project – that slipped stitch, that loose area – they just see the whole finished project. In your case, they don’t know “what’s under there” – they just see you as a whole, and that you are the size you are. Even my kids don’t really see my “size” – they just see Mom. :) Enjoy your new choices and your new size!

  7. Posted February 25, 2015 at 2:38 am | Permalink

    Christina – You are beauuuuutiful – first and foremost on the inside!!! Lastly – on the outside! I am inspired by you! I never knew you lost weight through WW – I did years ago! When I went through my InVitro Journey I gained a ton of weight and then add a twin pregnancy – I added more poundage – and then the stress of raising three same age boys – all of which who had special needs… I was a stress eater. I would have thought you to be a string bean your whole life by watching your videos! Isn’t it odd how people treat you when you had weight vs after you lost the weight? Did you notice? Soon sad but true. I feel as though individuals who are heavy set have super duper personalities! Not that skinny folks don’t …. Just adding my two cents to your journey – Congrats! You are beautiful all over!!!!!!

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